Only at the beginning

  I miss you every day and every second of those days. Your name is always in my thoughts and the memories we shared are always so close to my heart. I know I should be trying to get over you and yes I try all the time, but it just seems impossible to forget about you. This feeling I have I have only felt it once and I guess is what they call love. When I hear your voice I tremble, when I can't talk to you I panic, when I see you I feel my heart racing so fast, and now that I don't have you I feel the walls closing in on me. There's nothing in life I would want more than to be wrapped in your arms and knowing you feel what I'm feeling. But love is a two way road at the beginning is bewitching and when the end is near you feel your heart is gonna stop and you feel unimaginable pain.

Bright Side

If Only..

Heart Broken

    What can I say I guess the title says it all. I must confess I've never felt comfortable about saying my feelings or showing my emotions. I've always been a very private person and one that even when I'm hurting so much I still have the ability to put a smile on my face and make everyone around me happy. My life has been far from perfect but I guess life is what you make it. Truth is you never really know how happy you can be until you fall deeply in love. Yet, the sad part is that you find that love also comes with so much pain, hurt and tears lots of tears. Many times you find yourself at a place you have never imagined it existed, but other times you find yourself in a place you wouldn't even want for your worst enemies. Love is a complicated thing that I have yet to understand.